Family Cruise 2010: The Beginning

Okay so this past weekend, the family discussed the family cruise for next August.. For the most part everyone is excited because most of us haven't been on a cruise before or haven't been to Florida. For me it was both.

Now I've been bullshitting for so long about weight loss and all that but now I have a great reason to get on it.. I have 1 full calendar year to get right for this cruise. I'm not saying I want to be skinty like a model, just healthier and swimsuit material (no bikini, I'm not into full nakedness). So I've been devising a plan in my head since saturday afternoon.

>#1: To go back to a full vegetarian diet. Only meat in my diet shall be fish and penis; everything else is fruits and veggies!

>#2: Get a gym membership! Me and mom's supposed to be checking out a new gym sometime this week. She's already a member @ the local Bally's but I guess she's tired of there.

>#3: With said gym membership... USE IT!!! I know for me the big part is goito be getting off my ass and actually going to the gym daily. So that means my mentor/parent (MOM) is going to have to push me! She was one of the main reasons why I stopped the first time around.. She expected me to be on her level but I'm just a mere beginner.

>#4: Sticking to it. I need to start a weighloss journal or blog.. Something so I can track my progress once I get the ball rolling. I'll be more motivated with seeing numbers fall, than the viuals of my physical.

Tis all for now. Once I figure this all out, I'll post links to my weight loss progress!

Christmas to New Years

Hello all! I know it's been forever since I've updated my blog but I've been a little too busy to keep it updated.. Christmas was pretty good. I got this Guess! watch I've been pawning over & some Ed Hardy perfume that smells like automatic erection, lmao.. (Think about it, then ask questions!) New Years is coming within the next couple of days and like always I've made a list of all the things I want to improve/change/add to my life. For some reason, I feel so much differently about my list then I have in the past years. It's like I know what I need to change and this time I really am going to change it! I know that's good but I even have my own doubts about my list.. I'll share a couple of my New Year's Resolutions...

1. Celibacy... That one is a hard one for me kinda.. Like sex isn't everything but when I don't get it, I can be a total bitch..
2. Weight loss... Ugh it was told to me that I needed to lose weight.. That's a good thing since it will improve my health.. But good Lord it's going to take so much out of me to actually get this going. NO PAIN, NO GAIN!
3. MONEY.. I need to manage my money so much better, save more, spend less.. It's going to be hard, but totally worth it! In addition to that, paying my bills.. Sigh, I'm so irresponsible when it comes to that, it doesn't make sense.
   

Those are my top 3 that definitely need to happen no matter what. I'm super determined to just get those goals accomplished before 2010.